Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside

Something I could never be will guide me to the new

Light

Frustrated

Sedated

I pray to myself



God please

Don't take away from me

The only fucking thing

That I learned to believe

I am becoming the monster

You promised to keep him away

Now I feel like he's living in me!!!



Anyway, I could never ever be

What you think is right for me

Are things that I will not believe

I want to start a new life

Get myself a sharp knife

Look into my own life

Kill things I don't like in me



But sometimes I feel OK

And think I'm unique

You always try to critique

I turn my back on it anyway

Sucker! Punk-ass motherfucker!

I am loco!

Te falta un poco!

To get your ass in a choke-hold!



Just kill me - I can't breathe

I am guiding myself right to the end

I can't learn - come to terms

With the sickness that makes me crash and burn



I'm crying, I feel like I am dying but I'm trying

I beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf

Life is not forever

But if life will stay together

I would have a friend in my depression, have an end



But I've been thinking

And thinking always gets me into trouble

But since I have a double

Personality, it wasn't me you see

Now I'm a refugee

And everything inside of me is just a part of my

Disease!!!



Just kill me - I can't breathe

I am guiding myself right to the end

I can't learn - come to terms

With the sickness that makes me crash and burn